Losing the will to live

Posted by jesuslewis on July 14th, 2017

Basically I have had a terrible year which culminated in a bit of a break down about three weeks ago because I got chucked with no explanation... that was obviously just the icing on the cake, I've had a whole load of other things happen in the past twelve months including bereavement, losing my job and (due to that) money worries, physical health problems and just everything you can think of that could happen has happened 😪🙄Due to the reason for me losing my job, I may well be sanctioned soon which means I will lose all or some of my benefits. Yes the obvious thing to do is find another job and quick but I am crippled with depression and often feel suicidal.
I went to the doctors and was put on mirtazapine, a very short course of diazepam and given a two week sick note which took the pressure of job searching off me for a bit (I'm on Universal credit) but my sick note has finished and I'm still dreading waking up in the mornings as it genuinely feels like I'm shrouded in depression, not to mention I'm still getting over my break up which is basically causing me little stabs of chest pain every time I think about him.


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