I M Tired Of My Life

Posted by williamsmith21 on April 14th, 2018

I’m so fucking tired of everything. I’m tired of pretending all my life; I’m tired of eating, sleeping, living. It upsets me a lot actually. Or rather it used to. But now? Now I’m just so fucking tired.

And bored.

I don’t see anything new, and anything that is new, doesn’t interest me.

I don’t remember the last time I was fully honest with someone. It makes me angry actually, makes me laugh. But its just empty laughter at that. Honestly, I fucking hate the masks and fucking walls I have built up over the years. Now I don’t even know how to get rid of them.

This is actually pretty fucking hard to admit actually, all the above, but it helps to know that its an anonymous post you know? No one’s going to know who I am. In fact, most people are just going to scroll past this post. Because what am I? Nothing special that’s for sure. All that I am is just another human being; breathing, but hardly living.

I’m so fucking upset, so emotionally exhausted. Emotionally, mentally and physically. All three hit at me. And I hate it.

I realised that no one is special. No one is better than anyone. Nothing I do will ever change anything. I’m just one person in a world of over 7 billion people. I’m tired and sick and I hate myself. No one else is responsible; I just despise my very core being.

I just wanted someone to see this. I don’t care much for who it is; just anyone. I don’t know how to talk to people, so this is the best I can do. Thank you if you actually spared some time to read through this, it may not seem like much but it really fucking is.

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