My Journey of Self-Love with Beautiful New York City Escort

Posted by Wanda Scott on December 10th, 2019

Have you ever fallen for someone who isn’t right for you?  Has someone on whom you had complete faith left you alone in the middle of the journey? Has something that felt real drifted over time?  I assume at some point in life everybody goes through such emotions. The path to finding out who you want to be and coming back to who you truly are is a long journey but the most important one. 

Self-love takes dedication, determination, acknowledgment of wrong choices, and constant practice of acceptance, especially if you have been through constant toxic relationships. I’m going to share with you my story of love, hurt, sacrifice, hope and then finally self-love.  My journey of self-love was in no way easy but I did achieve it with the help of this beautiful New York City Escort.

Two years back, I went through an awfully sore experience when I fell in love with one of my colleagues. It started out as a fairytale romance with words of compliment & promises. For a few months, I was convinced that everything is perfect & this is meant to stay. But soon our so-called love story turned into a disgusting tale of lies & manipulation multiplying out of control. She would hit me in anger & get aggressive with me& put blame for everything that was happening in her life on me for no reason at all. She would ignore my calls & messages for days & then suddenly one day ping with so many justifications. I started blaming myself for everything & couldn't make sense of what was happening to me.  I constantly doubted my capabilities as a boyfriend & tried hard to fit the pieces of the puzzle but in vain.

I used to feel so much hurt in those days. My mind was filled with so many questions. How could someone who claimed to love me make me feel so bad and rejected? How could someone who professed to be my love abandon me with such disrespect? How could it be so easy for her to leave rather than looking for a solution for the issues? What was wrong with me that made my soul mate disregard me & leave?

She came out to be this different person. She wasn't who she said she was at the start of relation or pretended to be. She wasn't the same honest, loving and loyal person I used to love immensely. And so it ended with mixed feelings & guilt & frustration at me. I couldn't stop blaming myself for whatever happened. I used to cry until I could fall asleep. I had lost the will to do anything and to talk to anyone. I made so many failed attempts to make myself feel better but nothing seemed to work.

It was then when I met this beautiful New York City Escort who helped me look into this toxic relationship from other perspectives.  I realized I was simply trapped with a toxic person, who pretended to someone I was looking for. There was nothing good left for both of us in the relationship. I finally decided to let go of her & walk alone for a while and give my soul a chance to heal from what it had endured.

There were times when she even applied ointment on the bruises given by my girlfriend. With the support of New York City Escort, I curbed my alcohol consumption. She used to put me to bed early & wake me early for morning walks.

The New York City Escort convinced me that stepping away from that craziness was important to save what was left of me after everything ended. She helped me to accept that there was no way to protect myself from the suffocation than to walk away from her, no matter how hard & painful it was. Her support helped to proudly accept my flaws & walk towards the journey of self-improvement. She gave me the attention & support I was looking for at that time. 

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